talking about me not you , something i do to poke fun at myself .
the taoist shaman wrote:
> damn ! , i only made christan referances , oh well , i usualy use
> taoist or shaman / earth / nature referances , dont want u to think im
> pushing
>
> the taoist shaman wrote:
> > i sometimes really think i am , although im not so shure if that would
> > actually be a bad thing , possible misinterpretation or fowl play by
> > the church , catholic vadocin is obviously hideing somthing and has
> > changed the bible in the past , i belive one recorded instance was
> > in ?161 AD ? , the council of elders under constentine , i think
> > thoughs facts r right , if there hideing somthing what , and how far
> > back does it go , god forgive me if im wrong , but was paul the real
> > anti christ ? he chased thomas out of jerusalem to the east , to kill
> > him , but he said jesus appeared and stopped him , paul then hedded to
> > the medateranian to eventually be crucified upsidedown , i think
> > thomas wrote and hid the dead sea scrolls , but neather paul nor
> > thomas was correct because they where bolth correct which means they
> > were bolth wrong !?! what one had the other missed , its very
> > complicated .
> >
> > also ive been comparing and cross referancing several religious /
> > philisofical ideas since i was about 13 , as a result of, well ...
> > calling the devil out to a fight during a shamanistic typ ... umm
> > hell i dont know !? which all came fom a pritty average up
> > bringing , sort of odd to say the least . my family is not ultra
> > religious by any means nor r they TOTAL F ups but rather average , i
> > told my father i wanted to go to school for phylosaphy at 17 ish , he
> > told me to go to school for somthing real ... god bless him , he needs
> > it ! _ never went 4 it
> >
> > so esentally ive spent most of my life in my head figguring things
> > out - exploring the sub concious mind taken into consideration that
> > this mind is mine , and ive come a long way through alot of not so
> > average struggles , i remember my mother used to tell me , and
> > sometimes still trys to ( but i can see in here eye that it pains her
> > to know that its a lie ) " Iknow u better than you know yourself " she
> > would say . i feel this has certainly flip floped .
> >
> > ( "know thy self" _ the appitha / orical of delfi )
> >
> > figguring things out - exploring wisdom from the past / religion
> >
> > figguring things out - exploring the spirit world/shaman , what i
> > believe is possession like communion with god himself
> >
> > figguring things out - and im getting real close to being able
> > to .... unify it all in a way i can explain to others with clearity ,
> > einstine looked for a simalar equasion but in physics
> >
> > but to belive im the anti christ in the traditional christian sence
> > would be absurd
> >
> > in my head figguring things out - but once accomplished no need to be
> > in my head any more - FREEDOM ! - ....the ability to ..... shine as
> > the brightest of lights .... overflow with rivers of living water ....
> > i have experienced this "ability" for short glimpses , but to think
> > I'M capable of such things might be delusions of grandure , but if i
> > consalt the good book he sais I AM
> >
> > u mentioned ADD or ADHD or somthing of that nature , what ur
> > ( we're ) experiencing is simply one part of what it is to be human ,
> > " mental illness " is shared by us all and in all its forms are
> > derivatives of the same beast , accept the fact that ur ok and just
> > the way u should be , if u belive ur well then u will be well , if
> > you dont feel that u are well i susspect guilt is causing
> > restlessness ,
> >
> > when i read what you say of yourself i see myself , i wish i could
> > hand u the answer , i myself must accept it
> >
> > and the lord god said behold the the man is become as one of us, to
> > know good and evil : and now lest he put forth his hand and take also
> > of the tree of life and eat and live forever :
> >
> > do you belive there is a god ?
> >
> > ps. you really need to try and make these posts shorter and more
> > normal !
> >
> > Ash wrote:
> > > On Monday, May 2, 2011 12:52:04 AM UTC-4, the taoist shaman wrote:
> > > >
> > > > i do belive u r accuseing me of being autistic ....
> > >
> > > No, just myself. Maybe.
> > >
> > > its possible ,
> > > > dont really know what autistic means , except for in sevier cases.
> > > > typical to be unable to relate to others ? is what u mean by trapped
> > > > within themselves ? i feel trapped as shit , im seriously about to
> > > > try living in the wilderness like a cave man .... people think there
> > > > smart , what an unfortunate delusion , science changes evry 100
> > > > years , animals are smart because there simple , they have no
> > > > dependence on science , they dont covet the matirial , animals dont
> > > > try to be something there not , animals dont lie ,...... animals dont
> > > > try to change the world they see , they react as the world they see
> > > > changes , like a mirror , animals dont judge or pretend to have to
> > > > ability to judge one another , ..... it gets damn lonely damn quick
> > > > though , living in the woods that is . are people who r
> > > > autistic obsesed with perfection ? im a perfectionist , ive been
> > > > playing the keyboard since i was 12 and im still working on the same
> > > > song ( love the church organ , sounds dark as hell )
> > > >
> > > It was a dream of mine in the early teens to just pack a bug out bag and
> > > head for Alaska or join a monastery somewhere far away. I didn't get it from
> > > him but Wolverine had the idea pegged.
> > >
> > > its hard to keep track of everyone , whats ur religious standpoint ?
> > > >
> > >
> > > On religion I prefer to think in terms of anthropology, psychology,
> > > sociology, and sometimes philosophy/theology. There aren't any convenient
> > > groupings for me, I wouldn't be able to make a coherent view and if I did it
> > > would change based on what aspects I was exploring at that time.
> > > Continuously, even as I write. Very inconvenient. I do however believe that
> > > for any question or problem there is a tool for the job, so you could say I
> > > was once into alchemy of mind/spirit and have retained a little bias toward
> > > that.
> > >
> > > u mentioned life vs genetics or nature vs neurter i belive
> > > > bolth to be equally correct , that ''life'' can alter genetics , in
> > > > fact science has already seen this but only in long term evolution ,
> > > > but now they say evolution might be a much quicker prosses than they
> > > > had previously ass umed , but its relatively to human life not yet
> > > > even considered , can PTS actually physically change a person ,
> > > > there genetics , make them scitzo. , dose chemical inballance cause
> > > > poor thoughts , or do poor thoughts cause chemical inballance ,
> > > > probably bolth .
> > > >
> > > Not sure I did but what the hell. Epigenetics deals with this I think. Man,
> > > it would be so sweet to have augmented mental capacities. If I could store
> > > what I've learned and access it as quickly as a healthy mind or turn things
> > > off that are bothering me it would give me a serious boost. I think you are
> > > right about all this, and believing we are immune or invincible doesn't
> > > change the effects. "For every action there is an equal and opposite
> > > reaction."
> > >
> > > im probably an autistic , PTS , psychotic schitzophranic , destined to
> > > > become the anti christ ! LOL !
> > >
> > >
> > > > but worried on the inside
> > > >
> > > > do autistic people reliey on logic ? i scored 100 % in 50 % of given
> > > > time on the logic portion of the a.s.v.a.b.s.
> > > >
> > > > i should probably stop typing now this is getting to long
> > > >
> > >
> > > You seem able to think well, probably better than most and I can pick that
> > > out in the discussions. Perhaps we have ADHD (probably just me). Who would
> > > set their bars so low as 'normal'? FTW if it's worth doing it's worth doing
> > > well, "destined to become the anti christ".
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