[Mind's Eye] Re: awareness

i do belive u r accuseing me of being autistic .... its possible ,
dont really know what autistic means , except for in sevier cases.
typical to be unable to relate to others ? is what u mean by trapped
within themselves ? i feel trapped as shit , im seriously about to
try living in the wilderness like a cave man .... people think there
smart , what an unfortunate delusion , science changes evry 100
years , animals are smart because there simple , they have no
dependence on science , they dont covet the matirial , animals dont
try to be something there not , animals dont lie ,...... animals dont
try to change the world they see , they react as the world they see
changes , like a mirror , animals dont judge or pretend to have to
ability to judge one another , ..... it gets damn lonely damn quick
though , living in the woods that is . are people who r
autistic obsesed with perfection ? im a perfectionist , ive been
playing the keyboard since i was 12 and im still working on the same
song ( love the church organ , sounds dark as hell )

its hard to keep track of everyone , whats ur religious standpoint ?

u mentioned life vs genetics or nature vs neurter i belive
bolth to be equally correct , that ''life'' can alter genetics , in
fact science has already seen this but only in long term evolution ,
but now they say evolution might be a much quicker prosses than they
had previously ass umed , but its relatively to human life not yet
even considered , can PTS actually physically change a person ,
there genetics , make them scitzo. , dose chemical inballance cause
poor thoughts , or do poor thoughts cause chemical inballance ,
probably bolth .

im probably an autistic , PTS , psychotic schitzophranic , destined to
become the anti christ ! LOL !

but worried on the inside

do autistic people reliey on logic ? i scored 100 % in 50 % of given
time on the logic portion of the a.s.v.a.b.s.

i should probably stop typing now this is getting to long

Ash wrote:
> My fiancee keeps mentioning that I should look into autism more, but really
> how can you differentiate between traumas of life and genetics if the
> results get so twisted up? Evidently it is common for autistics to be
> trapped within themselves.
>
> Thanks for the humor. :p Give it hell brother! To your last breath.