[Mind's Eye] Re: human experience

thank u matthijs , ive had many such experiences , some places in
south america use majic mushrooms as .......the cracker ......
communion , in there catholic practices , call it the flesh of god ,
¿ what was the fruit of the knowledge of good and evil ? , also a part
of the epec of gelgimesh, where was that messopotania.

can u imagine if everyone had a similar experience , although you can
take it to far , exploring the spirit world and the sub consious that
is , it can get .... . . terrifying, to say the least , that
undescribable level of love can flip flop.... . . . god is love but
also power. the shaman say you must have the spirit of a
worrior .... . . checkout some of there paintings ,> if a picture
can speek a thousad words without a voice how much more can nature
tell us ,

ive felt like a coward and failure for years because i ran from
compleating my journy because i was too afraid, i still trip evry 6
months or so but not hard enough to...... crack open the gates of
heaven and hell u might say, to compleate the
journey ..... well F me..... i think i had
forgotten that over the years..... yes..... yes i have , if such a
thing is possible to compleate ? but to abandon the path for fear of
rebuke ,or, fear its self !?! what have i done! LOL

sometimes i feel like col. kurtz from appocolips now ~ are my
methods ... unsound , matthijs ? the horror , the horror , the horror
LOL but sort of not

Matthijs wrote:
> Hello, hope you all do fine after such a long time.
>
> On the subject, in my wild years I used to smoke marijuana in the
> weekends. On one of those Saturday nights my friends bought space-cake
> I decided not to take it but put in my jacked. So I went to the bar
> had some beer. Being a little tipsy and tired I went home. On the way
> home I got hungry so I ate the cake in my pocket. At home I went
> upstairs to bed. Then something incredible happened. While I was
> sleeping I remember thinking about god, and then I felt it: Gods love
> in everything, I put on my headphone, because I really made it to
> heaven, listening to dire straits. I remember crying, feeling heaven
> all around me like a warm blanket, damn it was so beautiful. So I went
> downstairs thanking my mother and father for there love, they were
> flabbergasted. Woke my sister and embraced her, I felt the love that
> is the key of life. Went downstairs and fell asleep on the couch.
> I still believe that I was touched by something that evening, some may
> say I O.D. This experience was for me way to powerful to be space-cake
> and beer. It just helped me open my eyes that evening to see God.
> There is a big difference between knowing and feeling God. Some people
> found it with teonanácatl. Well, I did it with some cake.
>
> Greetings,
> Matthijs Dokter
>
> On 22 mrt, 09:00, iam deheretic <dehere...@gmail.com> wrote:
> > Thanks Bryan ..  actual I think this is am interesting thought worth
> > discussing
> >
> > "Are we human beings that have spiritual experience , or spiritual
> > beings haveing a human experience ?"
> >
> > Never have looked at the idea from this angle  or at least from these words.
> > Allan
> >
> > --
> >  (
> >   )
> > I_D Allan
> >
> > If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
> > Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,